
If I were a believer in Karma I think I would believe I'd suffered something horrendous in a former life in order to be so throughly blessed in this one. As it is, I can't begin to feel like I deserve such happiness.
Ethan makes it so easy to feel like I have mastered this thing called motherhood. (Yes, in 11 short weeks.) It's rare for him to cry a cry that doesn't respond to one of a few motherly wiles. In fact, many times, my mere presence is all that's needed. Nothing boosts my confidence more than seeing my son, fussing (maybe in his swing or someone elses arms) and watching the transformation that takes place as I approach and reach out for him. I must radiate some type of calming potion.
Now, I know that days, weeks or months down the road I'll reach a point where I temporarily forget these warm and fuzzy feelings. That's why I'm writing them down. I will depend on you, my friends, to point me back here to relive this moment :)
What's happy in your lives today?
Ethan makes it so easy to feel like I have mastered this thing called motherhood. (Yes, in 11 short weeks.) It's rare for him to cry a cry that doesn't respond to one of a few motherly wiles. In fact, many times, my mere presence is all that's needed. Nothing boosts my confidence more than seeing my son, fussing (maybe in his swing or someone elses arms) and watching the transformation that takes place as I approach and reach out for him. I must radiate some type of calming potion.
Now, I know that days, weeks or months down the road I'll reach a point where I temporarily forget these warm and fuzzy feelings. That's why I'm writing them down. I will depend on you, my friends, to point me back here to relive this moment :)
What's happy in your lives today?
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